Getting Aliyas/ Kebudim- men / boys only to fill out

1.Do you struggle with getting called up to the torah in any way
2.How did you feel about the experience of being called up for an aliyah? (Select all that apply)
3.Do you try to avoid getting called up for an aliyah?
4.I would rather not get mafter
5.What are your symptoms when you get an Aliya or think about getting one?
6.Would you rather have a choice if you should be called up or not?
7.If you struggle with this what would you feel would help you?
8.Do you struggle with any other frum spotlight issues?